just finished crying over a mcq i got wrong and now i’m romanticizing studying again like i didn’t just have a breakdown 
i swear NEET prep is 90% psychological warfare and 10% actually studying. like yes, let me scroll through reels of toppers waking up at 4 am while i sit here googling how to study when u hate studying
everyone’s posting ranks, scores, notes aesthetic af— meanwhile i’m proud i didn’t sleep through the day 
but hey… even if today sucked, i showed up. even if it was messy. even if i only did 10 questions.
progress >>> perfection.
to whoever’s out there spiraling silently: you’re not alone. and you’re doing better than you think. 
