I had a planner. I had colour-coded pens. I watched topper videos where they said “Revise 3 times. Do 100 MCQs daily.”
Me: tries that.
Also me: burns out in 4 days, rewatches the same 3 hours of lectures at 2x speed, and ends up watching food vlogs while pretending to make notes.
I thought I was being productive, but I was just doing busywork and ignoring weak topics.
Did I cry about it? Yes.
Did I change anything? Nope 
Just vibes and vague hope that things would work out. (Spoiler: they didn’t until I got real.)